Diary entry from 29/09/24

Diary entry from 29/09/24

For the first time this week since we started with the tarot, I wondered why this card was chosen for this week.

So much has happened that affects the soul and the emotional body deeply.

We live in turbulent times. It is almost unbearable to witness what is happening in the world, and this despair and sadness also leave their mark on our inner selves.

I was very preoccupied with the question of how our peace initiatives could continue.

And then it came into play after all, the female aspect of science.

In animal communication, we encountered many questions – because the frequencies of the times also leave their traces among animals and you can sometimes feel how they change their behavior and increasingly seek out people. But not everyone is willing to engage so deeply with the question of cooperation with all beings as the topic demands.

Here we had a new kind of research discussion among us women, which was exemplary of how we combine our precise questions with our intuitive research. It led to a new form of constellation in the stone circle, where we brought up the various aspects.

The map also left its mark in my dreams. In one of my dreams, I had a conversation with sponsors and scientists who asked me to open the channel to the soul of a researcher so that we could more easily see how his thoughts really want to and can end up in the world. The message in the dream: You often stand in the way of realizing your visions with your many emotional reactions.

Again and again I was reminded to bring your ego to a higher level of order – explore what real coherence arises from. It is really about a new programming of your genetic code and consistent field research.

So I gradually understood more of the meaning of last week’s card.

From October 5 to October 8, I will go on a retreat with a small group in Tamera to step out of the busy everyday life and direct my senses into the universe, into the “other reality”. We know that around October 7, cruelties will come to a head that the open heart can hardly take. That is precisely why we want to anchor ourselves in silence.

in Tamera, too, people are living who have been severely affected, and my heart goes out to them. Just today we received news that one of our fellow residents destroyed his village in Lebanon and lost members of his family. I have no more words!

Foto: Christo from Tamera